THE BLAIR NECESSITIES

THE BLAIR NECESSITIES

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Never having a moment to myself. Nothing is mine. I share everything I’ve accomplished. Nothing is accredited to my name solely or is recognized as something I’ve done.
Never receiving acknowledgement for my efforts
Being in a constant competition with everyone else in the world
Being broke
A particular boy who I still think is a dick
Actually, make that two boys
Being put down by everyone all the time
Never being enough
I’m nowhere near the perfection I strive for

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Happy 52nd birthday Pops.
You’re a cool dude, even if you make me eat dinner way too late.

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And suddenly, everything is better.

But then I also realize that I need more straight friends.

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So many feels in one day….
I maybe like a boy. But chances are I don’t. I might just want attention.
I felt accomplished cause I actually started studying for exams.
I didn’t wear makeup all day to prove to a friend I wasn’t cute. I didn’t prove them wrong, so that actually made me feel better.
I cried cause I’m still lonely as fuck.
And yeah. Now I’m sort of content.

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-Sigmund Freud

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Finals are in two days.
Fuck my life.

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10:00 am is unfortunately to early to start drinking and I have friends coming over later, so I can’t snag one then either.

THIS DIVORCE WILL NOT BE OFFICIAL UNTIL I DRINK A DRINK IN HONOR OF THIS MOMENTOUS EVENT.

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Wow. Go me.